26 July 2022 at 12:24 pm

i got sentimental on the train seeing all the kids in school uniforms

all the girls are wearing pants, we only had skirts back then

maybe i should start to feel the present instead of analysing

but i also feel so alive right now, i’m making things all the times, not anxious in the evenings anymore, eating dessert and ice cream, exercising, barely drinking

i went swimming and started thinking while waiting for my throbbing headache to go away in the shower, and this got to me, damn i think i’m happy right this moment, i came back to life and, i’m only bothered by stuff when i’m supposed to, i’m not bothered by myself, i’m happy with where i am right now and i like this feeling, right now right this second i’m typing