24 August 2022

my absent self from the past that no longer exists and piecing together what is so hard to look at like 10,000 jigsaw pieces that won’t fall into place

the few moments that peaked through the muddled bunch so clear and loud just the few which i don’t want to see

i have no one else to thank other than me, software crushing while i edit my movie

seeing it as it is now, i see a fraying hole tried so hard to mend itself